The Emperor of Weeping (Todd Dillard)

Every night teacup elephants 

emerge from my mother’s grave. 

I love their dopey gait, that sway

like paper boats lumbering downriver. 

The rapping of their feet like china 

trembling at passing trains. 

One by one I pick them up

and smash them on the ground. 

My plan is to gather the pieces 

and build a bigger grief. 

One too big to squeeze

through death’s little stone door. 

I will ride it around town

like the Emperor of Weeping. 

What a good son! people will say. 

Just look at his bandaged hands. 

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Todd Dillard‘s work has appeared in numerous publications, including Hobart After Dark, Barrelhouse, Sixth Finch, The Offing, and The Adroit Journal. His debut collection of poetry “Ways We Vanish” was a finalist for the 2020 Balcones poetry prize. 

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image: MM Kaufman