A mote of dust settles on her eyelash as she takes a deep breath above
her morning coffee. The dog waits by the door with butterscotch fur.
A perfect Cara Cara Orange from the farmers’ market enters the scene
like a bag of gems knotted at the navel. Skin flashing in the grey haze
of dawn. I say ‘Cara Cara Orange,’ and my tongue bobs along like the
head of a bird. I almost missed the Scrub Jay hiding in the oak branch
because I was so enamored by frost-flecked silence. It was behind the
house, calling out for love’s sake, asking it to flutter back and watch
the morning nestled in a wing. From its downy cloak perhaps they spied
the pale bubble of my face peering dumbly through the glass. I open the door
and the dog slips outside to shit and wander along the yard’s periphery,
lending a careful sniff to the daffodils we planted yesterday in the drawers
of an old dresser with chipped paint. I wish I could cleave deeper into this
moment and split it open. Is there an algebra behind this beauty? An appropriate
moment to weep because the dew is stuck perfectly to the window. I split
the orange with a knife and hand my love a dawn-hued opal. There’s
only one of this and I found it. I found whatever it was in the half-quiet
that hung like a bell in the window. It fattened on the stem until too heavy
for the branch and fell into my open mouth. All I had to do was be there.
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Jordan Ranft is a Best of the Net and Pushcart-nominated writer. His poetry chapbook, Said The Worms (Wrong Publishing), was published in 2023. He has individual poems published in Cleaver, Carve Magazine, Beaver, Eclectica, Bodega, Bayou, Rust + Moth, and other outlets. He lives in Northern California where he works as a therapist.
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image: Ashley Beresch. Check out more of her work on Instagram @ashleyberesch