This Is the Poem in Which I Retire from Poetry (Melissa Fite Johnson)

Chekhov’s gun, heavy and metallic: No metaphor. 

Decoration, wall hanging, never meant to burst the room

with sound. I won’t be appreciated in my time.

I won’t be appreciated in another time. Play the set,

no encore. Only right answers, please. More

grammar lessons for my students. Bun my hair, pencil

my skirts. Poetry’s a phase and everyone who gave it up 

in college was right. Move to the horizon

with the ship, everyone on the dock witnessing

my transformation from poet to dot. Change my name

to Jennifer, also a popular name the year I was born. 

Dye my hair brown. Wave a black cloak and duck, poof.

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Melissa Fite Johnson is the author of two full-length collections, most recently Green (Riot in Your Throat, 2021). Her poems have appeared in Ploughshares, Pleiades, HAD, and elsewhere. Melissa teaches high school English in Lawrence, KS, where she and her husband live with their dogs. 

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image: MM Kaufman